"Thanks, anyway," he sighs. "I need to go, for obvious reasons."
He waves, and turns to exit the office.
Annie is still in class. Aldaras - genuinely doesn't want to interrupt. Not because he was stupid and impatient. He finds out where exactly her class is - briskly as is possible, to assuage the impending guilt. And then, quite deliberately, he sits outside instead of barging in.
He is a terrible person he should be telling her this information right this second-
(No, he shouldn't, it's not important enough to actually interrupt her over.)
She needs to know right now, right now, why is he so callous, he can go fix it and she can know things that are important, and this is very important-
(It is important. He's not denying it. But he was the idiot that learned about it on purpose before her class was over. She had nothing to do with it, she shouldn't have her life interrupted over it.)
He is an abomination upon the world.
(He sits. He stays sitting, head buried in his hands. He focuses on breathing. Breathing is good. Breathing is a thing he needs to keep doing while his artifact's effect is currently waging war on his head.)
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Date: 2014-08-01 06:07 am (UTC)He waves, and turns to exit the office.
Annie is still in class. Aldaras - genuinely doesn't want to interrupt. Not because he was stupid and impatient. He finds out where exactly her class is - briskly as is possible, to assuage the impending guilt. And then, quite deliberately, he sits outside instead of barging in.
He is a terrible person he should be telling her this information right this second-
(No, he shouldn't, it's not important enough to actually interrupt her over.)
She needs to know right now, right now, why is he so callous, he can go fix it and she can know things that are important, and this is very important-
(It is important. He's not denying it. But he was the idiot that learned about it on purpose before her class was over. She had nothing to do with it, she shouldn't have her life interrupted over it.)
He is an abomination upon the world.
(He sits. He stays sitting, head buried in his hands. He focuses on breathing. Breathing is good. Breathing is a thing he needs to keep doing while his artifact's effect is currently waging war on his head.)